Rough Draft

This song had been released on the radio before, if I'm not wrong. I hadn't give it much of a thought then, since it received it's fair share of radio airplay and I wish not to listen to it when everyone else was swooning over the guy. I've got the CD, and to be honest, this song's pretty sweet to listen to, now that everyone's into other music and it had been long forgotten.

Haven't really been blogging, mainly because my life isn't always filled with interesting events. The Joga3 Futsal competition was once again, missed out due to Zachary having tuition. To be fair, the guy's really overloaded with school commitments of every kind. Studies, prefect duties, CCA trainings on almost every day of the week, and peer supporting, you name it all. Rather than finding fault with him, I looked up to him as someone of real strength and undying faith. We can give any competition a miss, but no, I wouldn't want to miss out a friend like you.

The Word Power Challenge. To be honest, I hadn't paid much attention to it, and the test would be at 9am tomorrow. I'm trying to memorise whatever I could now, but I'm hardly motivated to do so. I'm low on confidence, and I don't think I would advance to the next round, given that I'm just starting now. On another note, I'm looking forward to being the station master of tomorrow's East Coast outing. Want extra points? Say something nice, and you might just receive 5 points for that. :D

Much had happened over the weeks, and I see no point in listing now everything. One thing I'm gonna admit is that I haven't been doing my quiet time for so long. Everytime I lie on bed and close my eyes, a silent voice would call out at me to do it, yet I just shrug it off wearily. I'm determined to do my quiet time today, and it seems that I've so much to say, so much to ask. From financial blessings to relationship healings, from my once again declining interest of studying to my dad's healing. All this, I've no say to how it might end up, but I know deep inside, that God has plans for everything.

Now, to school. My focus on school had not been like the start of the year. Maybe it's the increased distractions I've failed to distant myself from, or maybe it's just me not having the willpower to focus on my goals long term. But I'd like to build on the success of my TA1, and improve once again, and to prove all my critics wrong. Do I have the determination? We'll see, the mid-year examination are nearing. And I've got much to catch up.

I ask myself, do I want to play the guitar in cell group? Deep down, my heart yells, yes. But a part of me forces the word no, out of my mouth. Maybe it's the lack of self-confidence, I don't know. I don't think I'm good enough to do so, though it's one target I've set out to acheive this year. Now that the opportunity is in front of me, and still is, why am I reluctant? I just have to grab it, but it's not easy.

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There you are. The summary of what happened in recent weeks. It's past twelve now, so I'm heading to sleep now. Anna would be breathing down my neck if I'm late for church again tomorrow. (:

Goodnight. (: